Isn't it said that how you start the new year off is indicative of how you will spend that year?
If so, my year does not bode well.
As the clock struck midnight, I was sitting in front of a computer at work beside someone that I don't know very well at all yet have a strange attraction (if that is the appropriate word, I am not sure) to know better. I had just gotten off of the phone with a customer. I heard someone, only one person, counting down as the last few seconds slipped away. Then came the sound of a handfull of party noise makers (you know, the ones that you blow in and they make the noise and sometimes unroll). I was alone.
Alone at least emotionally and mentally. And that is the part that matters most, I think.
Always your lady of the darkness and queen of loneliness,
Your Ophelia.
And to the one that won't see it, do you even notice that I am gone? Do you wonder how I am? Do you worry like you claim you do? Do you even care? It doesn't matter, I guess. So long as you are happy. Enjoy the arms of the one you love and the one that I will never be.
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Catch me, if you can. Find me, if you know how. I bet you can't.
2 comments:
You are never alone dear. There are people out here who love and care about you.
Many blessings for the new year.
The Archeia
You are sweet, my dear Krista. Know that you are never alone either.
Mine is more of an inner loneliness. Not from those that are around me because I am surrounded by people that love me or care for me in some way. Just a war that I am fighting within myself.
Love you, my dear. And may the new year gift you with many smiles and dreams come true.
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