I am stretching myself too far, I think.
Always,
Ophelia.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Death
What would happen if you were to die today?
What would you leave behind?
Who would you leave behind?
Would you kill yourself when you reached the end and couldn't live anymore? Or would you keep living because of whatever reasons, be they obligations or fears?
And why is it that people who are happier or people who don't consider death as an option are so against it? They consider it to be the easy way out.
Does it not take a lot of strength and determination to put your own life to an end? It would be easier to kill another than to kill yourself, if you think about it.
Death can be whatever you want it to be depending on how you look at it.
If you were to die tonight in your sleep, who would be the ones shedding tears because you left their life in the physical form?
I would.
Always sentimentally a fool,
Ophelia.
What would you leave behind?
Who would you leave behind?
Would you kill yourself when you reached the end and couldn't live anymore? Or would you keep living because of whatever reasons, be they obligations or fears?
And why is it that people who are happier or people who don't consider death as an option are so against it? They consider it to be the easy way out.
Does it not take a lot of strength and determination to put your own life to an end? It would be easier to kill another than to kill yourself, if you think about it.
Death can be whatever you want it to be depending on how you look at it.
If you were to die tonight in your sleep, who would be the ones shedding tears because you left their life in the physical form?
I would.
Always sentimentally a fool,
Ophelia.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Entwined
I will never forget that moment, that night, that feeling.
I will never forget the very moment that our lives became entwined.
I do not know where we will end up or where this will take us, but I wish that you would understand. I am always here. Always. Waiting. Hoping. Helping. Faking. I am fine.
The moment of our entwining changed both of our lives on some level. Otherwise we wouldn't be where we are. We wouldn't play the games that we play with each other.
It wasn't long until the entwining deepened. It wasn't long until we were both in over our heads. The only difference is that I am in it alone.
Neither of us knows where the entwining of our lives will take us. I don't even know if you realize just how tied together we are. On some level, this is how it is meant to be or it wouldn't have happened like it did. I don't know if you will ever realize it. I don't know if you will ever understand. The person that is always there for you most is something more than the person that you wish could always be there for you.
But I wait.
I play our games.
And I am fine.
Always F.I.N.E.,
Ophelia.
I will never forget the very moment that our lives became entwined.
I do not know where we will end up or where this will take us, but I wish that you would understand. I am always here. Always. Waiting. Hoping. Helping. Faking. I am fine.
The moment of our entwining changed both of our lives on some level. Otherwise we wouldn't be where we are. We wouldn't play the games that we play with each other.
It wasn't long until the entwining deepened. It wasn't long until we were both in over our heads. The only difference is that I am in it alone.
Neither of us knows where the entwining of our lives will take us. I don't even know if you realize just how tied together we are. On some level, this is how it is meant to be or it wouldn't have happened like it did. I don't know if you will ever realize it. I don't know if you will ever understand. The person that is always there for you most is something more than the person that you wish could always be there for you.
But I wait.
I play our games.
And I am fine.
Always F.I.N.E.,
Ophelia.
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