Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Entwined

I will never forget that moment, that night, that feeling.

I will never forget the very moment that our lives became entwined.

I do not know where we will end up or where this will take us, but I wish that you would understand. I am always here. Always. Waiting. Hoping. Helping. Faking. I am fine.

The moment of our entwining changed both of our lives on some level. Otherwise we wouldn't be where we are. We wouldn't play the games that we play with each other.

It wasn't long until the entwining deepened. It wasn't long until we were both in over our heads. The only difference is that I am in it alone.

Neither of us knows where the entwining of our lives will take us. I don't even know if you realize just how tied together we are. On some level, this is how it is meant to be or it wouldn't have happened like it did. I don't know if you will ever realize it. I don't know if you will ever understand. The person that is always there for you most is something more than the person that you wish could always be there for you.

But I wait.

I play our games.

And I am fine.

Always F.I.N.E.,
Ophelia.

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