Ever had those days when all you want to do on some level is cry? Your eyes burn in that you have been crying way? You have nearly burst into tears several times in the matter of twenty minutes kind of way?
Welcome to my today.
It has gotten a little better since I have been awake for a few hours now.
I am kind of making a decision that feels like it is tearing my heart and soul in half, but not taking one of the halves away. Just leaving it in my presence for me to want but not have, reach for but not take, yearn to hold yet only look from a difference. Look but not touch.
It feels like it is killing me.
But I know that it isn't.
Bare with me.
Always insanely yours,
Ophelia.
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I know the feeling all to well.
Hugs and love and thanks
The Archeia
You are a dear one. You shouldn't have to know that feeling.
Hugs and love.
Ophelia.
We are much alike you and I...something like twins in an essence. Givers of love...always seeking.
It kind of seems that way, doesn't it?
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