Sometimes emotions are hidden as well as when one wears a short skirt. They aren't quite hidden, but are barely covered.
My emotions have shifted to a degree. I am feeling slightly better about who I am as I am right now. Not much, but enough to make facing the days a little easier. And to give me the occasional times when I don't feel quite so bad about how I look.
My weight may finally be headed in the proper direction. The scales and I will never be friends, though. Just a fact of life.
I am still very much alone. I have stopped looking for companionship. How it is. Have been talking to someone again. I don't know that it will become anything more than casual sex. The whole friends with benefits thing. But that is okay. He has been through plenty. And I'm not the girl he would want anyway.
Always,
Ophelia.
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